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Potato Gall
Potato Gall - 16 dager siden
I miss normal life so much. I was really anxious at the beginning, didn’t know what to do with myself.
Soccer Girl 9698
Soccer Girl 9698 - 19 dager siden
Vancouver would be really cool,to live in. There is a bunch of music stuff and a lot of tours with a lot of small city’s around it also has a lot of cool parks and fields. They also have a lot of construction sites. It is an awesome to grow up or even visit a few times a year
Talah Al-Madani
Talah Al-Madani - 23 dager siden
Lucero Espinoza
Lucero Espinoza - Måned siden
Am 30 and I don’t have any friends lol it will be okay girl
Abby Stephens
Abby Stephens - Måned siden
This year sucks i will not miss it
كاتي كاتي
كاتي كاتي - Måned siden
my son is about 3 months younger than Flynn and I feel the same way. the last time he saw his cousins, he was a newborn. a lot of our friends also had kids within the past year and I wish I could take him on play dates. it’s more frustrating to see our friends with kids still going out and doing things and playing with other kids but we’re being really super careful so we pretty much never leave home. and then people keep telling us to have another baby so he can have a sibling, but I had a miserable pregnancy like Colleen and was also recently diagnosed with PCOS and told that I couldn’t get pregnant without significant interventions. I feel like I’m failing in so many ways.
Olivia Pinter
Olivia Pinter - Måned siden
Could you maybe show us your dogs in a video please. Btw I love your channels.
Kimma Grace
Kimma Grace - Måned siden
Girl, yes. My baby was born in January and shes SO social. I constantly wish I could give her more. But she also sees her cousins when safe. So, hang in there. You aren’t alone. ❤️
Manddeddiddi - Måned siden
flynn is so used to the whole vlogging thing. it's cute how he initiates to show the trucks to us
Ella Edwards
Ella Edwards - Måned siden
Luv ya
Amanda Bober
Amanda Bober - Måned siden
im so sorry colleen :( we love you so much
Kathryn Brinser
Kathryn Brinser - Måned siden
Colleen, I love you, but you need to stop apologizing SO hard for everything you feel lately. It’s normal to feel deprived and upset!! It’s your baby, and this situation isn’t what should be happening! For your own sake, stop saying no one should feel bad for you or you don’t deserve to be upset. That’s more frustrating to watch, because it’s not true.
Kathryn Brinser
Kathryn Brinser - Måned siden
Colleen, I love you, but you need to stop apologizing SO hard for everything you feel lately. It’s normal to feel deprived and upset!! It’s your baby, and this situation isn’t what should be happening! For your own sake, stop saying no one should feel bad for you or you don’t deserve to be upset. That’s more frustrating to watch, because it’s not true.
Debbie Allen
Debbie Allen - Måned siden
We LOVE Tia!!! Red for Tia! ❤️Dance for Tia!💃🏼
Ana Zubovic
Ana Zubovic - Måned siden
Why is he soooooo cute🥺🥺🥺🥺💙💙🌍🌍❤❤❤❤
Winnie Look
Winnie Look - Måned siden
You are so sweet
EKS511 - Måned siden
I was crying the other day because I miss my best friend. I'm in the same situation where I am taking things super seriously and not going anywhere and she hasn't been quarantined so we can't hang out anymore. I really miss the days when I would go pick her up and we would have lunch or go to a movie. 😭
Wendy Schleppy
Wendy Schleppy - Måned siden
I always say - you can’t help how you feel. You don’t have to excuse or justify. This life during a pandemic is taxing all of us human beings. We are all doing the best we can. ❤️
Shaina1127 - Måned siden
Nooooo you ARE NOT DRAMATIC!! I constantly think of all the poor babies and moms who can’t show their children the world. My niece is 6, and we are all homeschooling her in our bubble and I feel so sad when she wants to go to the park, or play with her friends she used to have. It’s sad to see her in a mask talking about what she calls “the sickness”.
Dani - Måned siden
I get sad over way stupider things but it’s a big deal in the moment and it’s a completely normal thing that comes when mental health isn’t great and Ik all of us are struggling with that in this time so don’t feel ashamed to talk about it because it always feels better after you do and you know I’m here for you and we all love you and appreciate the fact that you are entertaining all of us during this time you don’t even know how happy your videos make me feel I’ve gone through a lot this year just like all of us and you’ve really helped me and a lot of ppl through that thank you sm
Crystal Currie
Crystal Currie - Måned siden
I'm the same. My kids haven't had much chance to hung with friends ECT
Owen Upton-Pepin
Owen Upton-Pepin - Måned siden
Yo come to Connecticut and visit Eriks family! We’re doing pretty well here especially on the eastern side haha!
HalfEatenCookieTV - Måned siden
Success with Jess? If not can you be on Success with Jess? 😍
Alaa Eldewieh
Alaa Eldewieh - 2 måneder siden
You Look Like Miranda Sings
Domcia 1
Domcia 1 - 2 måneder siden
You're truly right I agree with you. Everything is so sad that we can't live a normal life. Take care we are with you ❤
Sierra Simmons
Sierra Simmons - 2 måneder siden
You and everyone are allowed to have these feelings. It’s so valid! You just want to have those amazing baby and toddler moments. This situation is so hard and it’s so important for children to have these things but we can’t. I miss normally life as well. I’m terrified of getting sick and this is like my first time in my life I could travel or buy a car or go to school. We even wanted to get engaged but we want to wait till covid is gone. We can’t enjoy the things we used to but we can pray and just keep up being strong. I just miss being able to go out.
Becky Dalton
Becky Dalton - 2 måneder siden
Colleen you aren't alone. I can't imagine if my kids were little. My daughter is 15 and my son 20. Its not easy not going out or doing things. This year has been so hard for so many reasons. I'm glad you and Tia have eachother 💓
Chloe Sampson
Chloe Sampson - 2 måneder siden
you should do a video where you gather up flynns trucks and let him show us all
Megan Christine
Megan Christine - 2 måneder siden
colleen, you're amazing.. however, I really hope you work on not apologizing for your feelings. you do not need to validate your emotions. you are HUMAN and you can cry without having to put yourself down for it. Love you Colleen. It's okay to feel something other than happy
Honey keenan
Honey keenan - 2 måneder siden
Can’t even imagine how hard that is for u and your son, I’m from Scotland and I just went on holiday to Greece (crete) where there is very little Covid as I was soooo down before I went. And I’m so glad I went I felt so free and happy for the first time in a long time, I definetly recommend going away if u can xx
Anna B
Anna B - 2 måneder siden
I think that you don’t have to apologize for being sad. These are hard times, and people who are rude to about that don’t matter. I am not a mom, I am only 11, but I understand where you are coming from. You don’t have to justify being upset, worried, scared, angry, because like I said, the people who are rude to you don’t matter and you shouldn’t listen to them. What matters is you surround yourself with those who love you and care about you, and soon, this will all be over, and we’ll get through it together.
NAMNAM Qaurtz - 2 måneder siden
Colleen hear me out u say u r being Dramatic when u breakdown a bit u r not u r talking about how u feel and sometimes people need to talk about how u feel or u keep it burning inside and see how were a bit better after talking about how feel
Neesie L
Neesie L - 2 måneder siden
I feel you Colleen, sending good vibes & tight hugs.
Tabatha Sammons
Tabatha Sammons - 2 måneder siden
Come to kanab utah. I came to visit flynn will be safe here.
LouLou - 2 måneder siden
Hey, 100 + years ago, people generally lived far apart on farms and didn't see other people very often...they didn't have cars either and they all turned out ok.
Savannah Smith
Savannah Smith - 2 måneder siden
Yup I feel the same way. My baby is 2 1/2 and we live in central California. First, it was Covid, then triple-digit weather, and then the fires. We can’t even go outside 😕
Alli Hards
Alli Hards - 2 måneder siden
I gave birth the beginning of March... 20 days exactly before the UK went into lockdown.
As a mum, I felt that I’ve missed out on *so* much! I’m missing out on making mum friends, mummy and baby groups etc. And my daughter who is almost 7 months, I feel she’s missing out on engaging with other kids, including her cousins, other babies in toddler groups and we’re looking at another 6 months until we can start doing these activities!
I’ve wanted to take her swimming, to play groups, to friends houses with other kids, invite other mums with kids over, go on play dates etc. And that’s just added to my Post Natal Depression.
I’ve only really been able to see my family since lockdown started when I’ve had a mental breakdown, and now I feel it’s starting to be taken away from me again. It’s slightly easier now only because I have a baby who sleeps through the night.
Im just sad that everything I *should* be doing as a mum with her baby is just robbed! 😔
Abbie Lestrange
Abbie Lestrange - 2 måneder siden
Colleen, gurl you are NOT being dramatic. Everything you said today was true and rightful. Your son is so special. Yes he cant do some things right now but look at him during the vlogs right now.He is still so happy. Soon this will over and Flynn will be able to do the things you want him to do.
Stay safe. And greetings from England 🇬🇧!
Megan McNeil
Megan McNeil - 2 måneder siden
You guys should go on a road trip there are places and things you can still do tour around your state
TheExtratoastie94 - 2 måneder siden
Colleen your feelings are VALID!!!!!!
TheExtratoastie94 - 2 måneder siden
Also flynn is Eric's dang twin
TheExtratoastie94 - 2 måneder siden
Eric's small dad-smile at the dump truck haul was endearing
Sophia’s Channel
Sophia’s Channel - 2 måneder siden
Oh also! We all are your friends and Flynn’s and your whole family! At night I love laying in my bed watching and catching up on your life!
Sophia’s Channel
Sophia’s Channel - 2 måneder siden
Omg! I feel the exact same way! My mom won’t let me hang out with anyone!!!! We all love you soooo much!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Airon Wheeler
Airon Wheeler - 2 måneder siden
SAME, JUST SAME, MOMMA. You got this. We got this. Its hard as fuck. We get to cry.
Keysis Sierra
Keysis Sierra - 2 måneder siden
Did you write for a hour because i showder early
The Fab Family
The Fab Family - 2 måneder siden
The way you feel makes sense 😏 your not being dramatic. We are social beings and this social distancing can be very depressing. When you are a parent you are always thinking about your kids wellbeing and to just think about our childhood and think about these times for the kids it’s sad. But this shall pass and better days will come ❤️🙏🏻
Potato Gall
Potato Gall - 2 måneder siden
Why you complaining when there are literally people who have it way worse than you? Like shut the actual frick up and grow up. You have no real problems.
mandy huffman
mandy huffman - 2 måneder siden
I had my son in May he’s my first everything. I feel this in so many ways!! I literally cried yesterday about the exact thing. No baby shower no maturity photo shoot, my husband was the only one able to be there for my emergency csection. Then coming home alone just my husband and I. And it’s still continuing, it hurts my soul. I feel so robbed, my son has only met a few people in our family and has only left the house a handful of times. It just sucks. But I am so blessed with having such a beautiful son.
Aqua Eva
Aqua Eva - 2 måneder siden
I’m so glad you let yourself vent! You feelings are valid girl. It’s been a very very tough year. Big Hug!!!
Sophie Powell
Sophie Powell - 2 måneder siden
I feel the exact same! My son is almost two and we use to go to baby clubs before all this and it was so fun. He loved being around other babies and now i'm so heartbroken that he has no friends. I can't even take him to a soft play area or anything:( I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling this way!
Saumya - 2 måneder siden
This speaks a lot to me. We’ve been pretty fortunate so far, but have been continuing to quarantine, and I’ve just been feeling so sad about not being able to take our toddler out and about like we would like. No aquariums, even though she’s been getting super interested in her books about the ocean. No playdates. No random trips to visit relatives and meet her cousins in person. No checking out fall events and festivals. All that stuff gone for now, and I feel robbed and sad that we have to put them off even longer for her.
Lohe Kaawaloa
Lohe Kaawaloa - 2 måneder siden
I feel you girl, I had my daughter while in quarantine so my parents and friends couldn’t come to the hospital to see her when she was born and we were supposed to go back to Hawai’i (where I’m from) so she could meet my ohana but this pandemic hit and it really sucks man...
maricela velazquez
maricela velazquez - 2 måneder siden
It’s because you need Jesus Colleen 😇♥️ He loves you.
Unique Bennett
Unique Bennett - 2 måneder siden
When will you ease up on the quarantine?
Rachel McCarter
Rachel McCarter - 2 måneder siden
Your feelings are valid! 💕
chelsea ramirez
chelsea ramirez - 2 måneder siden
Yes! I can relate so much!! My daughter just turned one and we live 6 hours from any family. We celebrated her birthday Saturday and she was terrified of our parents. It broke my heart.
green tea
green tea - 2 måneder siden
Come to Texas for a while.
hasan sajjad
hasan sajjad - 2 måneder siden
Domt think your being dramatic colleen. We all feel like this inside 😭
Debi Wolek
Debi Wolek - 2 måneder siden
RBG was a constitutional lawyer, I doubt with her legacy she thought on her dying bed, how can I go against the law for my last wish. Honey you're listening to the wrong stuff.
Debi Wolek
Debi Wolek - 2 måneder siden
I'm sure RBG wasn't thinking about the government or job while dying. Pretty sure like most people was thinking about family and the after life and if she was going to be seeing God.
Tenaya - 2 måneder siden
I know that some museums have virtual walk through, that could be fun for him. Also, there may be online mommy and me groups that you could meet other moms and Flynn could meet some friends possibly. And yes, I miss normal life
Callie Bastian
Callie Bastian - 2 måneder siden
It’s okay to vent!!! Don’t apologize for your feelings, keep being a great mom!!!
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
yes girl we all miss life :(
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
gurl its only your true fans here there is no need to defend your sadness we will not be mad at you! ALL LOVE HERE!!!!!!
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
I don't have any friends either bahaha jk love you you were just cute at that part its okay queen it'll get better
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
I've been feeling it for tia today to love you
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
its okay love you
kayla galan
kayla galan - 2 måneder siden
colleen🥺🥺 you need to stop having to explain why your sad ,, your feelings are valid !!! no need to explain :) it’s okay to feel sad sometimes ❤️ you aren’t taking everything you have for granted and it’s alright to be sad ❤️ we all go through it ,, and you are so strong to share these moments with us ❤️ we love you no matter what
E T - 2 måneder siden
Oh my goodness... you are going to make me cry when you said you want to take Flynn to target. I felt that... same here girl... I want to take my kids to target and they are even asking me to go to target. They miss target.. and top of that we really have not seen my mom there grandma since this started. My bother and sister live with my parents and they are not taking this seriously so because of that I cannot are not my kids see my mom. So sometimes that’s hard Cause some days I just want to see my mom and give her a hug and hang out with her. And now with fall coming I miss going to get Starbucks and running errands.
Abigail Markowitz
Abigail Markowitz - 2 måneder siden
I 1000% understand why you are sad for your son not getting to do the things most children get to do. I am a highschool senior and my year hasn't been ruined but definitely been weird. I realized I only had my friends because I saw them 5 days a week. I miss them. I miss eating lunch with them and doing homework with them and doing group projects with them. I am very blessed that my mom still has her job and we still have our house but I am very sad that the state of the world has turned everything upside down and so many different people and things are effected negatively. I rarely leave my house and when I do I always wear my mask. I wish I could do more to make this end. The sooner it's over, the better.
katie g
katie g - 2 måneder siden
colleen I feel the exact same and yes other ppl have worse problems but your feelings are still very valid! like its okay to cry and be sad over this!! Don't feel like you need to always justify your feelings because they are always valid
chelscg - 2 måneder siden
100000% valid. My baby was born at the end of February and only got to meet a handful of family before we went on lockdown. We were already being careful because of flu season, but once everything started we took it seriously and have only seen family a few times. Since everything started 3 people other than my husband and I have held him. It’s been really hard and especially because it doesn’t seem like it’ll be changing anytime soon 😞
Sarah hassan
Sarah hassan - 2 måneder siden
girl do not give up you will get through this I love you don't give up
Jay - 2 måneder siden
Colleen is such a good mom 💕💕
Ella - 2 måneder siden
you are not a Karen !!! lMAO
Ella - 2 måneder siden
I wanna be ur friend you're so amazing I am happy youre sharing your thoughts and self with the world
Ella - 2 måneder siden
you're so strong
xitzmikaax - 2 måneder siden
Cristina the unicorn
Cristina the unicorn - 2 måneder siden
Coleen nothing is worng with u , ur a normal mom juring this theres ppl that have it even wprst but u should talk to us about it and dont beat urself up also UR NOT A KAREN
Amy Elderkin
Amy Elderkin - 2 måneder siden
Ugh I feel this!!!! This is why I have a small group of neighbourhood Moms and babies and we are all on the same page about everything. I feel like my mat leave has been so taken away. We’re in Vancouver and it’s definitely easier here. I’m so sorry it’s been so hard. I wish you could be here too :(
Marion SunyRaindrop
Marion SunyRaindrop - 2 måneder siden
So sorry for everyone living in America.. In Germany it's not so bad.. We can go everywhere.. If we wear masks.. So sorry.. I hope it gets better asap 😟
Stephanie Ruby
Stephanie Ruby - 2 måneder siden
You can go most places here with masks.
Cassandra Holloway
Cassandra Holloway - 2 måneder siden
We have the right to our feelings of sadness and grief. We don't need to compare ourselves to others.
lea stojanova
lea stojanova - 2 måneder siden
who else thinks that flynn is so adorable hees the cutest baby everrrr
Madison Warren
Madison Warren - 2 måneder siden
I had my baby in January, and he’s never been in a store. Even when we do go places (outdoor) we maintain 6 feet distance and wear masks. I’m so sick of having to worry about damn masks...
Areeb Ebrahim
Areeb Ebrahim - 2 måneder siden
Colleen it's totally okay to be sad or upset about not having a normal life. We're all upset about our "normal" these days and there's nothign wrogn with the fact that you actually decide to show these emotions. I hope you find comfort in the fact that we're all here with you and we all feel your sentiment.
Jasmine Havenga
Jasmine Havenga - 2 måneder siden
My mom did from cansir I miss her so much I hope you see this ❤😭😍
Angie Medina
Angie Medina - 2 måneder siden
I’m so glad that you vent and I’m more glad you feel better 💓
Julia D
Julia D - 2 måneder siden
You are so sweet, don't apologize for being human and it's ok to cry. I'm sure flynn will have many many friends, don't worry too much. But feel your feelings, I love you. Your vlogs make me happier everyday, thank you❤
Alyssa Litwiller
Alyssa Litwiller - 2 måneder siden
Very few people I tolerate nowadays but Colleen literally makes my day. I feel like I have such a connection to her even though we've never met. I LOVE that she's just a person who shares her vulnerabilities. But I wish she could learn to accept herself and love herself.
Gillian McCauley
Gillian McCauley - 2 måneder siden
hey Colleen this video is exactly how I feel right now, things suck right now and I’m so with you. It’s my senior year and I should be in three choirs right now but because of COVID I’m obviously not. I miss all my choirs so bad it feels like my life has been ripped away from me on top of all that. We’re all so with you right now, you’re not alone!
Fabi Ayala
Fabi Ayala - 2 måneder siden
I feel you..
Amy Villarreal
Amy Villarreal - 2 måneder siden
My son is about to turn one and the only places he's gone to are the doctors and family members who have been quarantined the whole time. I feel the same way you do colleen. It breaks my heart that my son hasnt experienced the outside world, just the backyard and the front of the house if my husband says it's ok to take him outside. This year has been bad for everyone in many ways
Briana Poe
Briana Poe - 2 måneder siden
I am 13 and I have had 3 breakdowns. I miss school being normal and a normal summer. You are amazing and this year isn’t
Abi Upthere1D
Abi Upthere1D - 2 måneder siden
I hope your doing better love! Ik being a teen is hard and then to add all of this on top! Geez I feel ya! But things have a way of working themselves out. I promise. Have faith and be well!❤️
Rodny Escobar
Rodny Escobar - 2 måneder siden
Hi Colleen, you are not alone in this journey. There is a lot of people that, the same way as you, are isolating at their homes, trying to figure out new ways to go through this, and getting depressed as well. It has been 6 month (At least in my country) that we have lost from everything, from celebrating our birthdays, mother days, father days, from sharing with our familys, with our kids and watch them grow up and learn new thing; from sharing with our partners GF or BF, and going through a year with no memories less than cousure, sadness and whatching the same wall every day, the entire day, while doing the same thing every day. Just like your whiped coffee and bread.
You are kind of my therapy, your vlogs show us that we are not the only ones sruggling with the same problem, we are not alone, you are not alone.
Keep sharing with us, cuz we need you a you need us as well.
We love you.
G M - 2 måneder siden
You probably won't read this Colleen, but you asked other moms to give their thoughts on all of this, and I wanted to give my two cents and experience. As far as my family is concerned this year, we are all happy and healthy, and life is not all that different. Now granted, we live in a completely different setting than you (we live in the country), and people here are just more laid back and easily find joy in the simple things. Life is slow moving. Life is also full of risks. But as a mother, if I let those risks dictate how we live and I try to protect myself or my kids from anything and everything that could possibly harm us, then sure, we'd be alive, but we wouldn't be living! Humans are not made to live in fear. We are not made to be completely on our own! We are social creatures, made for sharing space (and germs!) with others. Being around germs actually helps our immune systems! It's the families I know that don't go anywhere that catch an illness the first time they venture out again! I don't think most people aren't taking the pandemic seriously, I think they'd rather just risk it in order to truly live! And it's each person's right to take that risk or not. I personally rather wanted to catch the virus and be done with it than to be "locked up" in my own home. We've lost so many to the virus, of course, and that is heartbreaking (any death to any illness is)! but do you know how many suicides have occurred this year because people couldn't handle being unnaturally locked up in their homes, sometimes away from every other loved one? It's not natural. Illnesses are. Half the people I know have had Covid, including my husband and I and our kids. Luckily most of us had slight cases, and the worst part of it was quarantining for over a month to be sure not to spread it to anyone else. But now we don't have to stress and worry about catching, or giving, it anymore. Life for us is pretty much back to normal, other than still wearing masks and keeping distance. But we are not at risk to our loved ones. Everyone's already had it! We can't technically spread it to anyone, which is the point of the mask, but we don't want to have to deal with Karens so we follow the rules still. To sum up, we do realize the severity of the virus, as well as the flu, measles, cancer, hunger, depression, and sharing the road with people who drink and drive, but life is full of risks. We must always be considerate of others, but also do what is best for our families, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically. God will judge me on those things, not for going outdoors or shopping for groceries for my family
Mark Herrera
Mark Herrera - 2 måneder siden
Each month young families can reassess their quarantine plan. The level of risk changes depending on where you live. Keep it in perspective, we take life risks every time we step out our front door, even pre-pandemic life. So what would it look like to responsibly prepare for and visit Target? Life is fluid.
Erica K'ren
Erica K'ren - 2 måneder siden
I'm sad that just like many other people my oldest nices didn't get her family to cheer her on at her high school graduation and that my mom had to reschedule her wedding, BUT I am mostly afraid that it will happen all over again this coming year. My oldest nices ' sister my second oldest nices is already getting robbed of her SR year in high school and (unlike me) she loves school. If things don't get better she like her sister last June will have to graduate without her family. Also, my mom ones again will have to postpone her wedding. If I don't get to go home is Christmas come next year I might bring back the B*t@# from He!! I was in high school. Thanks for letting me rant.
Hi_im_taylor1 - 2 måneder siden
You are a great mom, Flynn isn’t getting robbed. You are giving him the best experience you can give out of this pandemic. Trust me hun, he will thank you for the great childhood he had
Kayla DeWaard
Kayla DeWaard - 2 måneder siden
Stop apologizing for being sad. Everyone is sad, no matter how you feel about the politics of the situation, or what stage of life you are in. This lockdown is bad for us...we are social beings. It affects us all, emotionally and mentally. You are allowed to be sad and you are allowed to express your feelings without apologizing.
People who attack others for how they feel or because they dont agree are in the wrong. Being sad itself is not wrongn