I need to be better for him.

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Phoebe Tooley
Phoebe Tooley - 16 dager siden
Hello. Colleen l have bad heyfiver so l am home at school
Niamh Taggart
Niamh Taggart - 26 dager siden
i love you colleen but queen you need to wasssh your face!
Dejanaye Bolageer
Dejanaye Bolageer - Måned siden
Tbh when kory did the voiceover I almost died but really Erik should the WAP dance
Gianna Pingaro
Gianna Pingaro - Måned siden
Your not clean but u are Colleen
Joseph Borukhov
Joseph Borukhov - Måned siden
Its green jalapeño peppers
zoë - Måned siden
put pepperonis on the pepper as well
Khaycee Lumbao
Khaycee Lumbao - Måned siden
ive been watching u since im 4 and im growing watching u and im now turning 11 and still appreciate u
Laura Smarsh
Laura Smarsh - Måned siden
The “boring” parts of the vlogs really are my favorite because it makes you and your life seem that much more real and normal and more relatable and makes me feel like I can connect with you better or that were just hanging out idk I like it
Amanda Dunbar
Amanda Dunbar - Måned siden
someone help! i’m trying to find her video with the salmon recipe but can’t for the life of me
_a_l_a_n_n_a_h _k_a_t_
_a_l_a_n_n_a_h _k_a_t_ - Måned siden
Her:"Doing kickboxing”
My Un-Athletic Self: What the heck is kickboxing🥴
bella celeste
bella celeste - Måned siden
I’m so sad the one time i don’t watch a vlog because i don’t have my phone you read the comments on that video 😭😭
bella celeste
bella celeste - Måned siden
i’ve been a fan since I could be a fan, i’ve been watching you since i was like 5 and so it’s been aboutttt like 8-9 years now so i always watch through the end because it’s like a friend idk it’s hard to explain but love youuu😊
Allana Fraser
Allana Fraser - Måned siden
For me when ever I get a stye I’ll wash my eye out with baby shampoo normally that always gets rid of it.
Chelsea Iveson
Chelsea Iveson - Måned siden
Colleen, addressing your emotions is a good thing and it helps making you better coz my boyfriend says I should show my emotions so I do and people call me names and get annoyed with me and laugh at me for crying but I listen to the people that care about me and I care for 💗💗💗
Kelly Ralston
Kelly Ralston - 2 måneder siden
Your so inspirational Colleen
Nadia Persaud
Nadia Persaud - 2 måneder siden
You need a skin care routine..your 40's will thank you
Kris Perdomo
Kris Perdomo - 2 måneder siden
I want you to know that as a huge fan, we love you. ¿Oqué? However, I'm going to tell you something like Tony Montana in Scarface ... Seriously, I'm huge. I'm about 6'7 and 325 lbs. So, (in the literal sense) I'm probably your biggest fan
Holly Stephens
Holly Stephens - 2 måneder siden
Wash you eyelids and lash line with a cuetipe and baby shampoo
Sofia Madzia
Sofia Madzia - 2 måneder siden
Lol this part is sooooo funny dada will you please do the wrap dance lol😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Niki The Snake Lady
Niki The Snake Lady - 2 måneder siden
Just because some have it worse doesn't mean your pain and feelings aren't valid. Someone who drowns in a puddle is just as dead as someone who drowns in the ocean.
Cynthia E
Cynthia E - 2 måneder siden
Bringing witchcraft to your life, is not going to help you inwardly. You will only get more anxious and will not have peace. You’re playing with a very dangerous side. Be careful, once you go there it will be hard for you to get out.
Cynthia E
Cynthia E - 2 måneder siden
So sad you’re looking into witchcraft for help or fun. It will only make your spiritual life worse. That’s were all your anxiety comes from. You have opened doors to all that demonic oppression, you don’t have peace. I’m sure your friend is so sweet. But even Satan dressed as the angel of light. You can be the sweetest angel and be bound with oppression.
Cassidy Gobin
Cassidy Gobin - 2 måneder siden
My boyfriend suffers from anxiety and he holds all his feelings in and never tells me what’s going on. He has a very hard time trusting people and has panic attacks. But I keep telling him not to hold in his feelings just to let them out and if he cry’s I’ll be there to hold him. So just keep your head up girl things will get better🙏🏻🙏🏻💕
Olivia Benes
Olivia Benes - 2 måneder siden
If you have a stye than get a cool wet rag
Kendall Cushman
Kendall Cushman - 2 måneder siden
Colleen i have had 9 therapists and i have the same problem u do i pick my skin but you are SO strong and my idol an amazing person. I have to say, you have made me SO SO strong happy and a better person thank you colleen, thank you.
yello_itzcam - 2 måneder siden
heather is a queen just like u colleen
itsmehemmathibodeaux lol
itsmehemmathibodeaux lol - 2 måneder siden
the stye thing idk whats it is but i hope it gets better for you!
shawna gatineau
shawna gatineau - 2 måneder siden
Peanut butter and green bell pepper 😋
Ana Norris
Ana Norris - 2 måneder siden
I like bell pepper cream cheese with Tajin
Shiv - 2 måneder siden
lol i tried to read tarot cards... videos on my channel if u want to check it out
heyjenna - 2 måneder siden
I always watch the end chats too! I'm here for YOU Colleen!
Charlotte Worth
Charlotte Worth - 2 måneder siden
what other video did you teach the salmon recipe in because I really want to make it. Please someone tell me!!!!
Charlotte Worth
Charlotte Worth - 2 måneder siden
I tried the bell pepper thing and j thought it was yummy. I had to make my own everything seasoning tho
Mercedes Byrd
Mercedes Byrd - 2 måneder siden
Gurl what church taught u that angels are evil? I mean fallen angels yes but angels?
Brigitte Rolens
Brigitte Rolens - 2 måneder siden
You were talking about the psychic as the psychic showed up 😂😂😂
Kaylee Boudreau
Kaylee Boudreau - 2 måneder siden
Hey I don't know if you will see this but when my mom would get a sty she would use tea bags. You basically just make tea and then use the tea bag on your eye. She would just hold the tea bag on her eye with a rag and continue to keep it warm by putting it in the microwave for a few seconds. It helped her so maybe it would help you :)
Taylor Trevithick
Taylor Trevithick - 2 måneder siden
one of the most important things I have had to learn is that everyone experiences pain and goes through difficult times. you shouldn’t and cannot compare it to other people’s, you are the only one that can determine if something is painful to YOU. i know you always say its not fair to yourself to compare yourself to others, so think of that next time you feel like your pain isn’t justified.
Isadora - 2 måneder siden
The stye should be called Styeler
Styeler sisters
Jessica Dalke
Jessica Dalke - 2 måneder siden
It’s funny how “pu**y” is used as a term to show weakness even though it can birth a whole ass human, and “grow some b*lls” is a term to show manliness and strength but one flick to the b*lls sends a man to his knees😂
Gabriella Soto
Gabriella Soto - 2 måneder siden
You called out my comment by name & I'm seriously CRYING!!!! I watch you everyday & lost my apartment yesterday & it feels like my whole world is falling apart. I turned on your video because they always cheer me up & then this happened!!! THANK YOU!!! I mean seriously I'm so moved. I love you 😭♥️🙏🏼
whack person
whack person - 2 måneder siden
Colleen you should read comments more! we love you so much and most of our dreams are to have you see our comments at all!
Hannah Vaudin
Hannah Vaudin - 2 måneder siden
Stella the Sty 😂
Maryum imam
Maryum imam - 2 måneder siden
Name your sty Miranda😂😂
Shyamoli Pathak
Shyamoli Pathak - 2 måneder siden
you're like an older sister to me, a sister who has no idea I exist
Kiwi and montgumery the parakeet
dada can you do the wap dance 😂
Christena-Roblox - 2 måneder siden
Colleen just remeber that not everything bad happens because of you, you put so much blame on yourself although most of the time you did nothing. Mistakes happen, being a mom is hard you are gonna make mistakes. thats ok though! you are doing great, dont forget that! Also the proper definition of a heather is you! you are GOERGOUS!
Rachel Krell
Rachel Krell - 2 måneder siden
She always talks about how other people have it worse than her and she knows she “has it good” so she shouldn’t be complaining, but just because someone else may have it “worse” that shouldn’t invalidate your experiences. What you are feeling and experiencing is real!
Scarly Prince
Scarly Prince - 2 måneder siden
Honey you don't need to be better for anyone just be your self and trust me that is the best gift you can give your son 👌 period
Lara Ford
Lara Ford - 2 måneder siden
I just finished haters back off, and I think you should make more, but ten years later and Miranda and Patrick have kids and Emily is a very successful artist with kids.
xitzmikaax - 2 måneder siden
I’m sad when she doesn’t do the end bit
Ciara Eachus
Ciara Eachus - 2 måneder siden
Maybe Miranda needs to cancel you as Colleen from the Internet for doing your weird voice! Lol! I love you so much Colleen!!!♥♥♥
Goth Cosplays
Goth Cosplays - 2 måneder siden
1:45 I've also been told alot that psychics and such, are supposedly "evil", but personally: I don't really believe in that stuff/believe that alot of psychics (NOT ALL, SOME. Do not come for me, just because I don't personally believe in that stuff) are fakes. Even though there are real ones out there who aren't fakes, but still. But I also find that stuff interesting/cool. The only thing I believe that opens a door to letting bad or evil spirits in, is Ouija boards. Mainly because I was told that when a few family members of mine were kids, my Grandpa played with one around them, some stuff happened with bad spirits, then when my grandma came home, she immediately prayed over their house, and there are still spirits that have been hanging out in the house since then... Plus the fact that I've been told I have a gift when it comes to spirits, and have had ALOT of experiences with them. If I put every single one of those stories about that stuff, then this comment would be longer than it should be. But if any of you want to hear any of those stories, I do have a video on my channel talking about some of them. By the way, I'm sorry if my comment makes it sound like I'm shaming people who do believe in psychics, tarot cards, etc. I'm not trying to come off that way at all, and I also believe that people can believe or not believe in whatever they want, and it's okay if you do
Adrianna Lopez
Adrianna Lopez - 2 måneder siden
I like peppers and cream cheese, my opinion
Mary Dorra
Mary Dorra - 2 måneder siden
The stye's name is bertha
Kerisa Zaddack
Kerisa Zaddack - 2 måneder siden
Samantha the stye
Mileigh Buchinger
Mileigh Buchinger - 2 måneder siden
I always look forward to watching your vlogs when I am done with school you are such a role model!
Terri elle
Terri elle - 2 måneder siden
Cant wait till flynn can actually talk 😁😁💕💕
Mistie Bagel
Mistie Bagel - 2 måneder siden
I feel like Heather the stye is more of a Heathers the musical Heather, like Heather Chandler.
Tori Tarantino
Tori Tarantino - 2 måneder siden
I feel you on the stye, girl. I used to get them ALL THE TIME, mostly in middle school and the one that lasted the longest was for like 6 months. It feels terrible and regardless of how careful I was I still got them. They suck.
However I WILL say that the “Blink” gel eye drops in the blue bottle are super lubricating and made my last one so much more bearable! Hope it goes away soon ❤️
Lilah Dewey
Lilah Dewey - 2 måneder siden
You are so sweet! It totally broke my heart when you said that no one likes you or thinks your videos are boring!! You telling us about your feeling TOTALLY teach people how to show there feelings or realizing that they can show there feelings. You are the best ❤️
Heather West
Heather West - 2 måneder siden
I would be honored for you to name your Sty after me!! 😂😂😂
KatieSparkles - 2 måneder siden
I always watch the videos all the way through I love the talking moments too. ❤️❤️ I love real-ness that is so important to me when it comes to vlogs. 😊
Amanda Cockle
Amanda Cockle - 2 måneder siden
this is a quot i have heard but i don't know who by people say being strong is not falling down but really it is falling down and getting back up and fighting again
Katie R
Katie R - 2 måneder siden
Depression, anxiety, OCD and other mental illnesses does not discriminate. People with money and friends and fame get it.
maisie moo
maisie moo - 2 måneder siden
Yeah, my fav part of the vid is where you just talk. It’s as if we are interacting you. You should do it in every vid.
soroyah dawson
soroyah dawson - 2 måneder siden
I love the name heather for your sty
tiffanysd925 - 2 måneder siden
What is the RECIPE girl!!!!!????? Love ya
Kelsey Taylor
Kelsey Taylor - 2 måneder siden
For u eye get a gold ring and rub it on it and it should go 😘
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
Chloe Sibrel
Chloe Sibrel - 2 måneder siden
i just ask at this point......is flynnreal because ummmmm......HEESS TOOOO CUTE TO BE REALLLL OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!
Kendra Moreland
Kendra Moreland - 2 måneder siden
colleen i love u so much every time i see u i am happy u make my day i want a youtube channel because of u.
Tory Pascoe
Tory Pascoe - 2 måneder siden
Colleen your feelings are valid, and your problems, no matter how small you might think they are, are still your problems, we love and support you no matter what, stay strong, I love you❤️
Ella Morgan
Ella Morgan - 2 måneder siden
Sometimes I skip the " fun stuff " just to see how Colleen is doing
Laura - 2 måneder siden
sometimes i skip to the part where u sit and just talk. i also am more new to u. i started watching u every day once this covid thing started. im also a grown woman and a mama
Carrie Boyer
Carrie Boyer - 2 måneder siden
I lost a cousin from a balloon he bit the balloon and inhaled the rubber and smothered to death . Please keep balloons away from children
Claire Perritt
Claire Perritt - 2 måneder siden
Sara with no h because h’s are ew or with an h because it is ew
Carly Gauthier
Carly Gauthier - 2 måneder siden
Name your stye GLORIA
Victoria Jension
Victoria Jension - 2 måneder siden
You're never gonna make styes happen Gretchen 🙄
Carol Lynette
Carol Lynette - 2 måneder siden
I have a stye on the same eye from mascara too!! I dropped it on my floor & still used it. Then wondered why my eye is swollen today, lol. Hot Mess Express. Who's on board!?
T.J. Sortino
T.J. Sortino - 2 måneder siden
Claire Campbell - Hey Blondie!
Claire Campbell - Hey Blondie! - 2 måneder siden
Thank you for keeping me in touch with what all the cool kids say hahaha I had no idea Heather was back hahah
tatum offutt
tatum offutt - 2 måneder siden
i hope one day Flynn makes his own channel!!
Laura Nunez
Laura Nunez - 2 måneder siden
Cyndi Clinton
Cyndi Clinton - 2 måneder siden
Your feelings are as valid as any other person xo
Clauds Cloud
Clauds Cloud - 2 måneder siden
“I have tried everything” except washing my face so I don’t get the painful styes anymore 🤦‍♀️...😆
Vinnie Kowalski
Vinnie Kowalski - 2 måneder siden
I love watching the end part of the vlogs!! I do think boys are told to not be emotional and I love that you want to teach flynn that! You feelings are important and valid and we would all want to here them!!
Eva Vinson
Eva Vinson - 2 måneder siden
you are a VERY good mom
Elianne Cabrita
Elianne Cabrita - 2 måneder siden
You should name your sty Karen cause she annoys you
Talia’s World of Wonder
Talia’s World of Wonder - 2 måneder siden
Elianne Cabrita omg yeeessss
Nao Hewitt
Nao Hewitt - 2 måneder siden
It doesn’t matter is she’s “sweet” your allowing her spirits into your home- they get their “power” from evil spirits no way around- anything not from God is from the other master. Look up spiritual warfare. This stuff is no joke. It’s sad to see this video— the spirits left in your home which your allow find souls that are pure to consume (your son) which why theirs so much depression, suicidal thoughts..) it all stems from this.
beckah brooks
beckah brooks - 2 måneder siden
This is my thought exactly, I’m actually just about to pray that the demonic spirits would not touch her or her family.
Heather Welling
Heather Welling - 2 måneder siden
My name is Heather and i am LIVING for the nickname for the stye
Tricia Lemmen
Tricia Lemmen - 2 måneder siden
I legit come for the sit down part of the videos because it's like we get to talk to you for real real
Brandi Milner
Brandi Milner - 2 måneder siden
I skip the fun stuff and go to you talking 😂
Nyavha sMiLeS
Nyavha sMiLeS - 2 måneder siden
Colleen i just don't understand how you do it all.I get soooo frightened when the teacher asks me a question
molly lincoln
molly lincoln - 2 måneder siden
isn't the bell pepper and cream cheese thing for Keto diets? I'm pretty sure that's why people like it so much because they've been eating really fatty and heavy foods and its a change from that.
Harriët - 2 måneder siden
I recognize the part where you say you may feel like your problems are not as bad as someone elses. I'm in that proces too, I had cancer last year, but I 'only' needed chemo 4 times, where I 'only' lost the hair on my head and could start radiotherapy ('only' the minimum of 10 times) after 'only' 2,5 months. But when I read it, I finally saw how ridiculous that was. And yes, sometimes people need to tell you that your blowing up your problems too big, but this isnt it honey. Its okay to tell yourself things arent good, and sometimes its even good to soak in them a little. But dont let yourself drown, you deserve to be swimming (every single person who reads this does) ❤
Nikola 2008
Nikola 2008 - 2 måneder siden
You should name your stye - Stecelia. Idk why, but it just kinda fits her👁👄👁
Emily Nemeth
Emily Nemeth - 2 måneder siden
I feel like the more that people who seem like everything in their life is working for them and that they have a “great life” talk about mental illness and their struggles, the more normal it is to check on your friends and those close to you. It SUCKS when it feels like you go through something alone or that people don’t understand you are hurting or struggling. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. I am so thankful that creators like you are normalizing discussing mental illness, even when it is hard or uncomfortable.
Emily smith Beauty blog
Emily smith Beauty blog - 2 måneder siden
Bethany S
Bethany S - 2 måneder siden
Colleen, Ik you don’t usually read comments and literally no one will see this, but if your stye (spelling?) has gotten really bad you should go to an eye doctor - my dad had a really bad stye a couple months ago and pushed it off until my mom made him go, and long story short they prescribed him steroids and if he didn’t take them/his stye persisted he would have to get eyelid surgery... so get heather taken care of 💖
Ginger W
Ginger W - 2 måneder siden
Ummmm, people thinking calling themselves Heather haven't seen the movie Heathers. 😂😂😂🤣